CHAPTER III.

FIRST ESSAYS IN THE SERVICE OF CHRIST.

THE love of God, when kindled in the heart, burns into a flame which reveals itself in our life. When Christ said to his disciples, "Ye shall be my witnesses," he pronounced the words of a moral law which has been a binding one in his people's conscience ever since. The constraining impulses of this principle began now to move in the breast of Adam Clarke, and urged him to make known the Saviour he had found. He began with those nearest to himself, and made the circle of his own domestic life the first sphere of his evangelic efforts. Family worship, except on Sundays, had fallen among them into desuetude. He stated to them his convictions about the necessity of observing this duty, but without avail, unless he himself would perform it. The diffidence of a modest youth rendered this a formidable task; but it had been so laid upon his conscience that he dared not shrink. "At last he took up this, to him, tremendous cross, and prayed with his father, mother, and family. And as long as he was under their roof, he was, in this respect, their chaplain. Yet he ever felt it a cross, though God gave him power to bear it. A prayerless family has God's curse. If the parents will not perform family prayer, if there be a converted child, it devolves on him; and should he refuse, he will soon lose the comforts of religion."

The influence of his holy life soon began to show its effects in the more serious spirit of his relatives. The Bible was more read, and private prayer resorted to. Hannah, his fourth sister, soon joined the society, and lived to be one of its ornaments, at Bristol, when the wife of that eminent

scholar and true-hearted servant of God, the late Thomas Exley, M. A. The eldest sister soon took the same course. This lady was afterward united in marriage with the Rev. Dr. Johnson, rector of St. Perrans Uthnoe, Cornwall. In short most of the family became hearers of the word among the Methodists, and ultimately members of that communion.

Outside of this circle, the next objects of his solicitude were his old schoolfellows and companions. He reasoned with them in their social intercourse, and prevailed on some of them to go with him and hear the word of God. Here, too, he had some first-fruits of usefulness; and among these youthful comrades, whose friendship was strengthened and purified by the sanctities of religion, was one who himself became a preacher. This was Andrew Coleman, a young man of good education and great promise, of whom Clarke had afterward the sacred task of writing a beautiful biography, which was published in the Methodist Memorial. These incipient efforts soon took a wider range. He now filled up his occasional hours of leisure in going from house to house, and from village to village, doing, in his simple way, and from sheer love to the souls of the people, the work of a Scripture-reader and home missionary. The Sunday he would entirely devote to this work, and he made full proof of his opportunity. He had undertaken to lead a class at a place six miles away from home, and this at an early hour, which required him in winter to set out two hours before daylight. When this was done, he would go to a neighboring village, and entering the first open door, say, "Peace be to this house," and inquire if they were willing that he should hold a short religious service with them, and such of their neighbors as would like to come in. Having done so, (and he rarely met with a refusal,) he proceeded to another village, and so labored through the day. Thus, while “not slothful in business," but more diligent than ever in the farm and the school, and in the earnest study of the classics, the French language, and the practical mathe

matics he was "fervent in spirit, serving the Lord." We have here, coming out more and more distinctly to our view, the types of that character which the Church and the world have since looked upon with undissembled admiration. Does any young man wish to know the sure way to prosperity and greatness? He will find it if he track the footsteps of Adam Clarke.

The zeal of our young convert extended to everything in his power to help the cause of religion. A congregation having been raised at Upper Mullihical, the want of some place to meet in was greatly felt. The people, led on by Adam, resolved to build one for themselves; and in the manual labor of the undertaking he took no inconsiderable part. Many years after, when opening a chapel at Halifax, he said: "It has been one of the most pleasurable feelings of my life, in connection with the worship of God, that I have an interest in a place reared to his honor, by having helped to build it. The good people fixed upon having chapel near the place where my father resided. I loved God, and rejoiced in the prosperity of his work. My father allowed me to take his own horse and cart, and to and from the cart I carried stones nearly twice the size of what ought to have been lifted by me in proportion to my strength; but I seemed inspired on the occasion; and if any person had offered me twenty thousand pounds for every twenty pound of stone I carried, as an inducement to abandon the work, I would have rejected the proposal with contempt."

Meanwhile the question as to his future vocation in life was becoming at home more pressing every day. His father had always a kind of presentiment that Adam would be a clergyman of some order or other. His own predilections would, of course, have chosen for his son the office to which he had himself aspired in early life-that of the ministry of the Established Church; but the influence of his own disappointment, and the scanty resources of the family, combined to paralyze any effort to fit him for it at the University. At the same time Mr. Bennett. a relative, who

carried on an extensive linen trade in Coleraine, made him a liberal offer to receive Adam into his establishment, which, in the wavering state of Mr. Clarke's will, gave the casting decision to it to devote his son to the pursuits of commerce. Adam, as an obedient son, yielded his assent, though without any faith in the enterprise, as he felt no response to it in his own mind, and could not divest himself of an everstrengthening conviction that God had designed him for a more spiritual career. However, to Coleraine he went; and, though he did not become a linen-merchant, he gave proof, during the eleven months spent under Mr. Bennett's roof, that in his young relative that gentleman had a diligent. and conscientious servant; but one who, at the same time, from the peculiar habitudes of his mind, was not the best fitted for the customs and speculations of mercantile life. The employment, moreover, was not congenial with his physical constitution. Health drooped, and his memory became strangely oblivious. Everything within and without him seemed to indicate that he was not in his proper place. His religious diligence did not flag; he was earnest in reproving sin, and the Lord made him useful in the conversion of sinners, as in the case of a wicked, blaspheming domestic of his master's, and others in the town. He sought to promote the work of God among the people in Coleraine; helping the morning preacher, by going round before five o'clock with a bell to give them a réveil for the house of prayer; and on Sabbath days taking his now accustomed part in the work of exhortation in the villages. The pious and intelligent Society in the town took knowledge of him, and learned to love him for his work's sake. They considered "the end of his conversation," Jesus Christ ever the same; they appreciated his strong native talent, and educational advantages; and expressed their conviction that his true predestined calling was not the Irish linen trade, but the Gospel ministry. This tended to strengthen the latent bias of his own mind, and gave a more distinct pronunciation to the voice which was bidding him to be free

from the entanglements of the world, that he might become a soldier of Jesus Christ. On the other hand, Mr. Bennett's esteem for him was shown in a kind offer, that, if he did not like his business, he would advance him money to enter upon another, at the same time recommending the trade in Irish produce (butter, hides, and tallow) to England. But the die had been virtually cast; he was to be "a merchantman," who should seek "goodly pearls," in souls forever saved. Equally futile was the other alternative, to become, like his father, a tiller of the ground; he was to "go forth bearing" more "precious seed," and "gather fruit unto life eternal." The issue of this episode of his life was, that he and Mr. Bennett parted with mutual affection and lasting respect, and Adam returned to the farm-house at Agherton.

Providence now spoke at once. The superintendent, Mr. Bredin, enlisted him as an occasional helper in the circuit. On going forth on his first expedition, a journey of thirty miles, he tells us that, "just before he set out, early on the Monday morning, he took up his Bible, and said, 'Lord, direct me to some portion of thy word that may be to me a subject of useful meditation on the way.'" He then opened the book, and the first words that met his eyes were these: "Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you." John xv, 16. This word gave him great encouragement, and he went on his way rejoicing. When he came to the city, Mr. Bredin desired him to go the next night and supply his place at a village called New Buildings, about five miles from Derry. To this he agreed. "But," says Mr. Bredin, "you must preach to the people." "I will do the best I can," says Adam, "with God's help." But," says Mr. Bredin, " you must take "That I cannot undertake," said

a text, and preach from it."

Adam. "You must and shall," said Mr. Bredin.

“I will

exhort as usual, but cannot venture to take a text." "Well,