Yes, she may forgetful be; Say, poor sinner, lov'st thou me?' 249. Christian Conflict. If I love, why am I thus? When I turn my eyes within, Fill'd with unbelief and sin, If I pray, or hear, or read, Yet I mourn my stubborn will, Could I joy his saints to meet, Lord, decide the doubtful case, If it be indeed begun. grace, Let me love thee more and more, 250. The Believer's Hope. He is a God of sov'reign love, Prepare me, Lord, for thy right hand, Come death and some celestial band, Then, my beloved, take my soul, That face to face I may behold God has laid up in heav'n for me Nor hath the King of grace decreed . But all that love and long to see 251. The Beggar ENCOURAG'D by thy word Waits at thy mercy's door! No hand, no heart, O Lord, but thine, Can help or pity wants like mine. The beggar's usual plea, If offer'd unto thee, I know thou would'st disdain; I have no right to say, Yet once there was a day Thou know'st that from my very birth, Tho' great is my distress, My faults have been but few: If thou should'st leave my soul to starve, It would be what I well deserve. 'Twere folly to pretend I never begg'd before; No less than children's food O do not frown and bid me go, I must have all thou canst bestow. Nor can I willing be Thy bounty to conceal Thy thoughts, thou only wise! Far as the arched skies Above the earth extend: 1 Such pleas as mine men would not hear, But God receives a beggar's pray'r. 252. Prayer for Constancy. I LONG to love, but ah! how far My thoughts from thee, my Jesus are! My wav'ring heart how wide it roves, And seeks a thousand earthly loves. Look gently down, almighty grace, Surround me by thy kind embrace; Pity the soul that would be thine, And let thy powers my love confine. I would enjoy my Lord alone, And bid all meaner joys be gone; Command my love, and charge my will To bar the door, and guard it still. But still a thousand trifles find, Fresh entrance to pollute my mind: Thus, dearest Lord, with grief I see How feeble is my love to thee. When shall my heart prove false no more, No other Lord but thee adore? Say, when shall that bright moment be, When I shall live alone to thee? 253. Christian Conflict. KINDLE, Saviour, in my heart, P |