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change which I needed, would accompany my transition into another world. I did not then see how this unscriptural reliance opposed the moral government of God; nor how the hope I had cherished arrogantly superseded salvation by Grace. In the midst of this security, a circumstance occurred which threw me as near despair as I had been to presumption: It was a temptation to commit a sin where there was every thing to entice; and, in the event of detection, not much to lose, in the eye of the world. It was a proposal of a Sabbath day's excursion of pleasure. There was little time to reflect; and each moment swelled the force of temptation. I yielded. And from that hour, remorse has never left me. In vain have I argued with myself that this is a solitary evil. In vain I appealed to my own heart. Even that seems changed. I see no more evidence of its innocence. I behold a selfish policy in all my motives, and a hatred of that holiness which I had flattered myself I esteemed. I am lost. And my doom is aggravated by the remembrance of a life and a peace in direct opposition to the scheme of the Gospel." It is not necessary to finish this story: the application is plain,

But let us suppose the inducements to inquiry to be strong in any such case. Let the judgment be convinced that all this morality is of no avail. Still, while there seems little palpable to lay hold of,-and nothing which appears very near to admonish,-and almost nothing to awaken the feelings to a lively interest in the subject,-it may be exceedingly difficult to fix and concentrate the attention; or to single out the lurking evils of the heart. And yet if we were able to complete this purpose, as I have already said, the effects will vary in different persons, although the same end may be as certainly accomplished.

The false conclusion, however, on the whole subject, consists in imagining that a certain intensity and fullness of conviction is required on the part of the sinner, before he is at liberty to recognize the invitations of grace as applicable to himself;-that this conviction must be welldefined, and its action regular. The Redeemer once said "they that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick:" and hence ît has been concluded that unless there be a consciousness of the power of disease, all application must be in vain. But the Redeemer could not have meant that none stand in need

of a physician but such as are fully sensible of their state. His expression was a reproof to the querulous Pharisees, who considered themselves whole, and the Publicans and Sinners sick. And this the Saviour seems to have admitted for the sake of argument, while he rendered it a reason for his associating with those of disreputable name. But, surely, he did not mean to intimate that all these degraded men had a just sense of their guilt, and that it was expedient, for this reason, that he should associate with them.

Apply to this subject a passage from the prophet Isaiah, which plainly refers to the invitations of sovereign grace through the future. Messiah:-"Ho every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money, come ye, buy and eat; yea come buy wine and milk without money, and without price."* The thirst referred to in this case was certainly not for spiritual blessings. It was for earthly happiness only. It was the panting of an immortal soul for pleasure. And it was indicated by toil and expense to purchase enjoyment which our smitten earth has not to give. The remonstrance which follows this passage tells

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us as much:-"Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread, and your labour for that which satisfieth not." There is no necessary connexion between such a desire as this, and that hungering for righteousness of which the Saviour spoke in his Sermon on the Mount. And the same may be said of his address on the last day of the Feast.

The degree of the conviction of sin, then, has nothing to do with the offer of salvation. This is put into the hands of all. And it is intended to meet the necessities of every Inquirer after happiness.

You are to look to the Gospel, My Dear Sir, for that peace which your soul desires; and not to your particular mental impressions. And you see the reasonableness of this, in the fact that the man who is under the most powerful evangelical convictions, is the last to consider them acceptable on their own account. Let your convictions then, be what they may, they are never to afford you satisfaction in themselves.

Adieu-remember that, "by grace are ye saved through faith: and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God; not of works, lest any man should boast."

I am yours, &c.

LETTER V.

Complaint of irresolution-Nature of unstable resolutions-Peculiarity of situation-The folly of speculating on the expected change-Vain fancies "God will not pardon me"-"I do not see how the promises can be fulfilled in myself"-The sufficiency of pardon-Advice.

MY DEAR SIR,

WHEN I adverted, in my Third Letter, to that buoyancy of feeling which is so frequently a subject of complaint with certain Inquirers, and which so often leads to a desperate renunciation of the whole pursuit, I did not mean to confound this complaint with that of any other sense of irresolution: For there are certainly many who mourn, with bitterness of heart, over the changes of an irresolute and wavering mind, and yet who have no characteristic levity of disposition. Irresolution is the lament of many a Christian. And the very language in which you have expressed your feelings may be the utterings of a soul whose supreme affections are given to God: But it may likewise be adopted by one who is influenced by a temporary earnestness, and never comes to a favourable decision. You tell me"There are times when the object of

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