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"The wish is wrong-nay, worse for female-vain:
Yet much I long to view that chief again;
If but to thank for, what my fear forgot,
The life-my loving lord remember'd not!"

VIII.

And him she saw, where thickest carnage spread,
But gather'd breathing from the happier dead;
Far from his band, and battling with a host
That deem right dearly won the field he lost,
Fell'd-bleeding-baffled of the death he sought,
And snatch'd to expiate all the ills he wrought;
Preserved to linger and to live in vain,
While Vengeance ponder'd o'er new plans of pain,

And stanch'd the blood she saves to shed again-
But drop by drop, for Seyd's unglutted eye
Would doom him, ever dying-ne'er to die!
Can this be he! triumphant late she saw,
When his red hand's wild gesture waved, a law!
'T is he indeed--disarm'd but undeprest,
His sole regret the life he still possest ;

His wounds too slight, though taken with that will
Which would have kiss'd the hand that then could

Oh! were there none, of all the many given, [kill:

To send his soul-he scarcely ask'd to heaven?
Must he alone of all retain his breath,

Who more than all had striven and struck for death?
He deeply felt-what mortal hearts must feel,
When thus reversed on faithless Fortune's wheel,
For crimes committed, and the victor's threat
Of lingering tortures to repay the debt-
He deeply, darkly felt; but evil pride
That led to perpetrate-now serves to hide.
Still in his stern and self-collected mien
A conqueror's more than captive's air is seen,
Though faint with wasting toil and stiffening wound,
But few that saw-so calmly gazed around :
Though the far shouting of the distant crowd,
Their tremors o'er, rose insolently loud,
The better warriors, who beheld him near,
Insulted not the foe who taught them fear;
And the grim guards that to his durance led
In silence eyed him with a secret dread.

IX.

The leech was sent-but not in mercy--there,
To note how much the life yet left could bear;
He found enough to load with heaviest chain,
And promise feeling for the wrench of pain:
To-morrow-yea-to-morrow's evening sun
Will sinking see impalement's pangs begun,
And rising with the wonted blush of morn
Behold how well or ill those pangs are borne.
Of torments this the longest and the worst,
Which adds all other agony to thirst,
That day by day death still forbears to slake,
While famish'd vultures flit around the stake.

"Oh! water-water!"-smiling Hate denies
The victim's prayer—for if he drinks—he dies.
This was his doom;-the leech, the guard, were gone,
And left proud Conrad fetter'd and alone.
X.

'T were vain to paint to what his feelings grew-
It even were doubtful if their victim knew.
There is a war, a chaos of the mind,
When all its elements convulsed-combined-
Lie dark and jarring with perturbed force,
And gnashing with impenitent Remorse;
That juggling fiend-who never spake before-
But cries "I warn'd thee!" when the deed is o'er.

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Vain voice! the spirit, burning but unbent,
May writhe-rebel-the weak alone repent!
Even in that lonely hour when most it feels,
And, to itself, all-all that self reveals,
No single passion, and no ruling thought
That leaves the rest as once unseen, unsought;
But the wild prospect when the soul reviews-
All rushing through their thousand avenues.
Ambition's dreams expiring, love's regret,
The joy untasted, the contempt or hate
Endanger'd glory, life itself beset;
'Gainst those who fain would triumph in our fate;
The hopeless past, the hasting future driven
Too quickly on to guess if hell or heaven;
Deeds, thoughts, and words perhaps remember'd
So keenly till that hour, but ne'er forgot;
Things light or lovely in their acted time,
But now to stern reflection each a crime;
The withering sense of evil unreveal'd,
Not cankering less because the more conceal'd—
All, in a word, from which all eyes must start,
Bares with its buried woes, till Pride awake,
That opening sepulchre-the naked heart.
To snatch the mirror from the soul-and break.
Ay-Pride can veil, and Courage brave it all,
All-all-before-beyond-the deadliest fall.
Each has some fear, and he who least betrays,
The only hypocrite deserving praise:
Not the loud recreant wretch who boasts and flies;
But he who looks on death-and silent dies.
So steel'd by pondering o'er his far career,
He half-way meets him should he menace near!

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Then-only then—his clanking hands he raised,
And strain' with rage the chain on which he gazed:
But soon he found-or feign'd-or dream'd relief;
And smiled in self-derision of his grief,

And now come torture when it will—or may,
More need of rest to nerve me for the day!
This said, with languor to his mat he crept,
And, whatsoe'er his visions, quickly slept.
7 was hardly midnight when that fray begun,
For Conrad's plans matured, at once were done;
And Havoc loathes so much the waste of time,
She scarce had left an uncommitted crime.
One hour beheld him since the tide he stemm'd

And mine in restlessness are wandering here—
What sudden spell hath made this man so dear?
True-'t is to him my life, and more, I owe,
And me and mine he spared from worse than woe:
'T is late to think-but soft-his slumber breaks-
How heavily he sighs!-he starts-awakes!"

He raised his head-and, dazzled with the light,
His eye seem'd dubious if it saw aright:
He moved his hand-the grating of his chain
Too harshly told him that he lived again.
"What is that form? if not a shape of air,
Methinks, my jailor's face shows wondrous fair!

Disguised-discover'd-conquering-ta'en-con- "Pirate! thou know'st me not-but I am one,

demn'd:

A chief on land—an outlaw on the deep-
Destroying-saving-prison'd-and asleep!

XII.

He slept in calmest seeming-for his breath
Was hush'd so deep-Ah! happy if in death!
He slept Who o'er his placid slumber bends?
His foes are gone-and here he hath no friends;
sit some seraph sent to grant him grace?
ot is an earthly form with heavenly face!
Is white arm raised a lamp-yet gently hid,
Lest the ray flash abruptly on the lid

Of that closed eye, which opens but to pain,
And once unclosed—but once may close again.
That form, with eye so dark, and cheek so fair,
And auburn waves of gemm'd and braided hair;
With shape of fairy lightness-naked foot,

Grateful for deeds thou hast too rarely done;
Look on me-and remember her thy hand
Snatch'd from the flames, and thy more fearful
band.

I come through darkness-and I scarce know why--
Yet not to hurt-I would not see thee die."

"If, so kind lady! thine the only eye
That would not here in that gay hope delight:
Theirs is the chance—and let them use their right.
But still I thank their courtesy or thine,
That would confess me at so fair a shrine!"
Strange though it seem-yet with extremest grie
Is link'd a mirth-it doth not bring relief-
That playfulness of Sorrow ne'er beguiles,
And smiles in bitterness-but still it smiles;
And sometimes with the wisest and the best,
Till even the scaffold (1) echoes with their jest!
Yet not the joy to which it seems akin-
may deceive all hearts, save that within.

That shines like snow, and falls on earth as mute-It
Through guards and dunnest night how came it Whate'er it was that flash'd on Conrad, now

there?

hrather ask, what will not woman dare?
Whom youth and pity lead like thee, Gulnare!
She could not sleep-and while the Pacha's rest
la muttering dreams yet saw his pirate-guest,
She left his side-his signet-ring she bore,
Which oft in sport adorn'd her hand before-
And with it, scarcely question'd, won her way
Through drowsy guards that must that sign obey.
Worn out with toil, and tired with changing blows,
Their eyes had envied Conrad his repose;
And chill and nodding at the turret door, [more:
They stretch their listless limbs, and watch no
Just raised their heads to hail the signet-ring,
Nor ask or what or who the sign may bring.

XIII.

She gazed in wonder: "Can he calmly sleep,
While other eyes his fall or ravage weep?

1. In Sir Thomas More, for instance, on the scaffold, and Anne Beyn, in the Tower, when, grasping her neck, she remarked, it was too slender to trouble the beadsman much." During the part of the French Revolution, it became a fashion to leave

A laughing wildness half unbent his brow:
And these his accents had a sound of mirth,
As if the last he could enjoy on earth;
Yet 'gainst his nature-for, through that short life,
Few thoughts had he to spare from gloom and strife.
XIV.

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"Corsair! thy doom is named-but I have power
To soothe the Pacha in his weaker hour.
Thee would I spare-nay more-would save thee
But this time-hope-nor even thy strength allow;
But all I can, I will: at least delay
The sentence that remits thee scarce a day.
More now were ruin-even thyself were loth
The vain attempt should bring but doom to both."
"Yes!-loth indeed: my soul is nerved to all,
Or fall'n too low to fear a further fall:
Tempt not thyself with peril; me with hope
Of flight from foes with whom I could not cope:

some "mot" as a legacy; and the quantity of facetious last words spoken during that period would form a melancholy jest-book of a considerable size.

Unfit to vanquish-shall I meanly fly,
The one of all my band that would not die?
Yet there is one-to whom my memory clings,
Till to these eyes her own wild softness springs.
My sole resources in the path I trod [God!
Were these my bark-my sword-my love-my
The last I left in youth-he leaves me now-
And man but works his will to lay me low.

I have no thought to mock his throne with prayer,
Wrung from the coward crouching of despair;
It is enough-I breathe-and I can bear.
My sword is shaken from the worthless hand
That might have better kept so true a brand;
My bark is sunk or captive-but my love-
For her in sooth my voice would mount above :
Oh! she is all that still to earth can bind-
And this will break a heart so more than kind,
And blight a form-till thine appear'd, Gulnare!
Mine eye ne'er ask'd if others were as fait."
"Thou lovest another then ?-but what to me
Is this 't is nothing-nothing e'er can be
But yet-thou lovest-and-Oh! I envy those
Whose hearts on hearts as faithful can repose,
Who never feel the void-the wandering thought
That sighs o'er visions-such as mine hath wrought."
"Lady-methought thy love was his, for whom
This arm redeem'd thee from a fiery tomb. "

Oh! that this dotage of his breast would cease!
Or seek another and give mine release,
But yesterday I could have said, to peace!
Yes if unwonted fondness now I feign,
Remember-captive! 't is to break thy chain;
Repay the life that to thy hand I owe;
To give thee back to all endear'd below,
Who share such love as I can never know.
Farewell-morn breaks-and I must now away :
'T will cost me dear-but dread no death to-day!"

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Oh! too convincing-dangerously dear—
In woman's eye the unanswerable tear!
That weapon of her weakness she can wield,
To save, subdue-at once her spear and shield :
Avoid it-Virtue ebbs and Wisdom errs,
Too fondly gazing on that grief of hers!
What lost a world, and bade a hero fly?
The timid tear in Cleopatra's eye.

"My lovestern Seyd's! Oh-no-no-not my love-Yet be the soft triumvir's fault forgiven,
Yet much this heart, that strives no more, once strove
To meet his passion—but it would not be.

I felt I feel-love dwells with-with the free.

I am a slave, a favour'd slave at best!

To share his splendour, and seem very blest!
Oft must my soul the question undergo,

By this-how many lose not earth--but heaven!
Consign their souls to man's eternal foe,

And seal their own to spare some wanton's woe!
XVI.

'Tis morn-and o'er his alter'd features play

Of-Dost thou love?' and burn to answer, 'No!' The beams-without the hope of yesterday.

Oh! hard it is that fondness to sustain,

And struggle not to feel averse in vain;
But harder still the heart's recoil to bear,
And hide from one-perhaps another there.
He takes the hand I give not-nor withhold-
Its pulse nor check'd—nor quicken'd-calmly cold:
And when resign'd, it drops a lifeless weight
From one I never loved enough to hate.
No warmth these lips return by his imprest,
And chill'd remembrance shudders o'er the rest.
Yes-had I ever proved that passion's zeal,
The change to hatred were at least to feel :
But still he goes unmourn'd-returns unsought-
And oft when present, absent from my thought.
Or when reflection comes-and come it must-
I fear that henceforth 't will but bring disgust;
I am his slave-but, in despite of pride,
'T were worse than bondage to become his bride.

(1) The opening lines, as far as section ii. have, perhaps, little business here, and were annexed to an unpublished (though printed) poem; but they were written on the spot, in the spring

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O'er the hush'd deep the yellow beam he throws,
Gilds the green wave, that trembles as it glows.
On old Ægina's rock, and Idra's isle,
The god of gladness sheds his parting smile;
O'er his own regions, lingering, loves to shine,
Though there his altars are no more divine.
Descending fast, the mountain shadows kiss
Thy glorious gulf, unconquer'd Salamis!
Their azure arches through the long expanse
More deeply purpled meet his mellowing glance,
And tenderest tints, along their summits driven,
Mark his gay course, and own the hues of heaven;
¦ Till, darkly shaded from the land and deep,
Behind his Delphian cliff he sinks to sleep.
On such an eve, his palest beam he cast,
When-Athens! here thy Wisest look'd his last.
How watch'd thy better sons his farewell ray,
That closed their murder'd sage's (1) latest day!
Not yet-not yet-Sol pauses on the hill-
The precious hour of parting lingers still;
But sad his light to agonising eyes,
And dark the mountain's once delightful dyes:
Gloom o'er the lovely land he seem'd to pour,
The land, where Phoebus never frown'd before;
But ere he sank below Citharon's head,
The cup of woe was quaff d-the spirit fled;
The soul of him who scorn'd to fear or fly-
Who lived and died, as none can live or die!

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II.

Not now my theme-why turn my thoughts to thee?
Oh! who can look along thy native sea,
Nor dwell upon thy name, whate'er the tale,
So much its magic must o'er all prevail?
Who that beheld that sun upon thee set,
Fair Athens! could thine evening face forget?
Not he-whose heart nor time nor distance frees,
Spell-bound within the clustering Cyclades!
Nor seems this homage foreign to his strain,
His Corsair's isle was once thine own domain-
Would that with freedom it were thine again!

III.

The sun hath sunk-and, darker than the night,
Sinks with its beam upon the beacon height
Medora's heart-the third day 's come and gone-
With it he comes not-sends not-faithless one!
The wind was fair, though light; and storms were
Last eve Anselmo's bark return'd, and yet [none.
His only tidings that they had not met!

Though wild, as now, far different were the tale
Had Conrad waited for that single sail.
The night-breeze freshens-she that day had pass'd
In watching all that Hope proclaim'd a mast;
Sadly she sate on high-Impatience bore
At last her footsteps to the midnight shore,
And there she wander'd, heedless of the spray
That dash'd her garments oft, and warn'd away :
She saw not-felt not this-nor dared depart,
Nor deem'd it cold-her chill was at her heart;
Till grew such certainty from that suspense—
His very sight had shock'd from life or sense!
It came at last-a sad and shatter'd boat,
Whose inmates first beheld whom first they sought;
Some bleeding-all most wretched-these the few-
Scarce knew they how escaped-this all they knew.
In silence, darkling, each appear'd to wait
His fellow's mournful guess at Conrad's fate:
Something they would have said, but seem'd to fear
To trust their accents to Medora's ear;
She saw at once, yet sunk not-trembled not-
Beneath that grief, that loneliness of lot,
Within that meek fair form, were feelings high,
That deem'd not till they found their energy.
While yet was hope-they soften'd-flutter'd-
wept-

But lo! from high Hymettus to the plain,
The queen of night asserts her silent reign. (2)
No murky vapour, herald of the storm,
Hides her fair face, nor girds her glowing form;
With cornice glimmering as the moon-beams play,
There the white column greets her grateful ray,
And, bright around, with quivering beams beset,
Her emblem sparkles o'er the minaret:
The groves of olive scatter'd dark and wide
Where meek Cephisus pours his scanty tide,
The cypress saddening by the sacred mosque,
The gleaming turret of the gay kiosk, (3)
And, dun and sombre 'mid the holy calm,
Near Theseus' fane yon solitary palm,
All tinged with varied hues, arrest the eye-
And dull were his that pass'd them heedless by.
Again the Ægean, heard no more afar,
Lulls his chafed breast from elemental war;
Again his waves in milder tints unfold
Their long array of sapphire and of gold,
Mix'd with the shades of many a distant isle,
That frown-where gentler ocean seems to smile. (4) "With nothing left to love--there's nought to dread."

(1) Socrates drank the hemlock a short time before sunset (the hour of execution), notwithstanding the entreaties of his disciples

to wait till the sun went down.

(2) The twilight in Greece is much shorter than in our own country: the days in winter are longer, but in summer of shorter Juration.

All lost-that softness died not-but it slept ;
And o'er its slumber rose that strength which said,

the present walls of Athens, not far from the temple of Theseus, between which and the tree the wall intervenes.-Cephisus' stream is indeed scanty, and Ilissus has no stream at all.

(4) "Of the brilliant skies and variegated landscapes of Greece every one has formed to himself a general notion, from having contemplated them through the hazy atmosphere of some prose (3) The kiosk is a Turkish summer-house: the palm is without narration; but, in Lord Byron's poetry, every image is distinct

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He saw him bound, and bleeding-but alive. She heard no further-'t was in vain to strive

Report speaks largely of his pirate-hoard—
Would that of this my Pacha were the lord!
While baffled, weaken'd by this fatal fray-
Watch'd-follow'd-he were then an easier prey ;
But once cut off-the remnant of his band
Embark their wealth, and seek a safer strand."
"Gulnare!—if for each drop of blood a gem
Were offer'd rich as Stamboul's diadem ;
If for each hair of his a massy mine

Of virgin ore should supplicating shine;
If all our Arab tales divulge or dream

So throbb'd each vein-each thought-till then Of wealth were here-that gold should not redeem!

withstood;

Her own dark soul these words at once subdued :
She totters-falls-and senseless had the wave
Perchance but snatch'd her from another grave;
But that with hands though rude, yet weeping eyes,
They yield such aid as Pity's haste supplies:
Dash g'er her deathlike cheek the ocean dew,
Raise-fan-sustain-till life returns anew;
Awake her handmaids, with the matrons leave
That fainting form o'er which they gaze and grieve;
Then seek Anselmo's cavern, to report
The tale too tedious-when the triumph short.

IV.

In that wild council words wax'd warm and strange
With thoughts of ransom, rescue, and revenge;
All, save repose or flight: still lingering there
Breathed Conrad's spirit, and forbade despair;
Whate'er his fate-the breasts he form'd and led
Will save him living; or appease him dead.
Woe to his foes! there yet survive a few
Whose deeds are daring, as their hearts are true.
V.

Within the Haram's secret chamber sate (1)
Stern Seyd, still pondering o'er his captive's fate;
His thoughts on love and hate alternate dwell,
Now with Gulnare, and now in Conrad's cell;
Here at his feet the lovely slave reclined
Surveys his brow-would soothe his gloom of mind:
While many an anxious glance her large dark eye
Sends in its idle search for sympathy,
His only bends in seeming o'er his beads, (2)
But inly views his victim as he bleeds.
"Pacha! the day is thine; and on thy crest
Sits Triumph-Conrad taken-fall'n the rest!
His doom is fix'd-he dies and well his fate
Was earn'd-yet much too worthless for thy hate:
Methinks, a short release, for ransom told
With all his treasure, not unwisely sold;

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and glowing, as if it were illuminated by its native sunshine; a d, in the figures which people the landscape, we behold not only the general form and costume, but the countenance, and the attitude, and the play of features and of gesture accompanying, and indicating, the sudden impulses of momentary feelings. The magic of colouring by which this is effected is, perhaps,

It had not now redeem'd a single hour,
But that I know him fetter'd, in my power;
And, thirsting for revenge, I ponder still
On pangs that longest rack, and latest kill. "
"Nay, Seyd!-I seek not to restrain thy rage,
Too justly moved for mercy to assuage;
My thoughts were only to secure for thee
His riches-thus released, he were not free:
Disabled, shorn of half his might and band,
His capture could but wait thy first command.”
"His capture could !—and shali I then resign
One day to him-the wretch already mine?
Release my foe!-at whose remonstrance ?-thine!
Fair suitor!-to thy virtuous gratitude,
That thus repays this Giaour's relenting mood,
Which thee and thine alone of all could spare,
No doubt-regardless if the prize were fair,
My thanks and praise alike are due-now hear!
I have a counsel for thy gentler ear:

I do mistrust thee, woman! and each word
Of thine stamps truth on all Suspicion heard.
Borne in his arms through fire from yon serai—
Say, wert thou lingering there with him to fly?
Thou need'st not answer-thy confession speaks,
Already reddening on thy guilty cheeks;
Then, lovely dame, bethink thee! and beware:
'T is not his life alone may claim such care!
Another word, and-nay-I need no more.
Accursed was the moment when he bore
Thee from the flames, which better far-but-no-
I then had mourn'd thee with a lover's woe-
Now 't is thy lord that warns-deceitful thing!
Know'st thou that I can clip thy wanton wing?
In words alone I am not wont to chafe:
Look to thyself-nor deem thy falsehood safe!"
He rose-and slowly, sternly thence withdrew,
Rage in his eye and threats in his adieu.
Ah! little reck'd that chief of womanhood-
Which frowns ne'er quell'd, nor menaces subdued ;

the most striking evidence of Lord Byron's talent." George Ellis.-E.

(1) The whole of this section was added in the course of printing.-E.

(2) The comboloio, or Mahometan rosary; the beads are in number ninety-nine.

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