ANOTHER Song for you, dear maid, Another song for you whom I Yet why that sigh? do I not see In unison with artless glee, With pride and pleasure fraught? But looking in that joy-lit eye, You are so like her (save that years Are wanting on your part) That looking at you through my tears, From its long slumber of distress, And more than this--to me your tones And listening, my heart disowns The thought that it but errs; Deeming the vision real-the cheat (If such it be) as strangely sweet. But I can see, without this spell, A form where all the graces dwell, The one attract admiring eyes, The other make fond hearts their prize. Long may'st thou wear that placid look, So calm and so serene, Unhurt by what no soul can brook Insults and tortures keen: Unmoved by griefs thou may'st not share, And ever strong thine own to bear! For all must have enough of woe Yet may thy lot be light, For thou art pure and lovely now, THE saying may be old, but it is true, That all the joys we have are very fleeting; And such as thought or feeling would renew, Will scarcely stay to have a second greeting;My years as yet are premature and few, Yet it has been my destiny to meet in This little space of time the grief that tries The burthened soul with deepest agonies. Lost are the hopes that early fortune raised— Within my heart, when it was pure and young ;— Lost is the pride in which my soul was cased, Ere crime her murky cloud upon it flungLost that respect for self which could excite To shun the wrong and vindicate the right. But loss of losses!-gone is that deep glow 7 136 REFLECTIONS AND REMINISCENCES. Time was when day and night seemed a long hour In which to revel in unbounded joy To feel of mind the magic and the power, And taste its freshness without an alloy :Time was-but that was early feeling's dower, When my young soul yearn'd only to employ Its strength in thoughts, which had they but endured, Hope, love, truth, purity, had been ensured! For they were things which came not of earth's clay— Gifts which cold guilt alone could snatch away, Ill-deeds create and strengthen sorrow's sway- A sunken eye, pale brow, and faded cheek. Thus joy though ever of itself too frail, Would last us longer if we did not seek All foolishly its basis to assail With vices which but make its blessings weakIts visits seldom-if we did not fail In duties and the laws of reason break, Heaven would bestow its blessing from above, And all our lives be peace, and truth, and love! TO THEE, Almighty God! whose chastening power Teaches and tries me in this awful hour, Amid my weakness and my agony, Oh, Lord! I lift my trembling voice to Thee! Dwelling in might and majesty above Grant that thy prostrate creature's fervent prayer May, in thy mercy, find acceptance there. Lord! if my prayer oppose not thy decree, Her thoughts in worldly grief and worldly joy ;— But if, Almighty God! it be thy will With lengthened sorrows to afflict me still- My heart's desires from all things but thy love! With resignation let me meet my doom: |